Dearest

Mon, 01 Jun 2020 14:32:24 GMT

Dearest Kulvara,

Today is Marilyn Monroe's Birthday. Better yet, Norma Jean Mortenson (Baker). In four days it will be mine. I'm a Gemini, Kulvara. Decidedly so. Yes, also an Aries and Sagittarius/Ophiuchus. If I am instead truly a Sag/Oph. then my birthday is December 18, however, for argument's sake, wish me 'Happy Birthday' in four days. Oh and if it is indeed December 18 then I share it w/Brad Pitt. Interesting, yes?

Kulvara, if it was you all this time, then whae was I doing working w/the actor Keanu Reeves for over a year or so? I mean I noes whae dat is all about. It's a private request from 'Reeves' to heal him of certain angst and tragedies he personally experience since he just a little boy. Kulvara, I take the case because I see the terrible films he has to look at when he just a little boy and you noes how I feel about 'little' being hurt. I was lyke, 'OMG, I shall take the case. I shall help those little.' B/c Kulvara, many of the Keanus are just in their early 20s and I just couldnae allow these young bloods to be misled and hurt lyke such. I couldnae allow the world to condemn their fates. However, Kulvara, are you w/me all this tyme? B/c it was such an intense project. For a while I am asking, 'Wick' if the project is conclude b/c it is one of the most difficult projects I ever work on. *shudder* And u noes me, Kulvara, I worke alone. I charge into battle alone on my trusted steed, Harlequin, and my silver mithril shield in my left hand and my blade 'Tempest!' in my right hand.

Do you waen me to talk about 'Walter', Kulvara? I love Walter verra verra much, but he too young and inexperience. However, I love, love him verra verra much. When we break up I contemplate suicide. He the only one I contemplate suicide w/. But I donnae b/c I'm not dat stupid. hehe. I contemplate suicide b/c I cannae imagine an existence w/o him. But I supposedly cheat on him and he already w/another, so I have no choice but to continue to try to live. However, we still 'frenz.' I start to lose my minde around the time. He notice and tell me to see a 'psychologist.' He give me the number to 'psych services' in my area. I tell him I'm nae crazy and I doan need to see a 'shrink.' He tell me, 'No, Emma, you're crazy.' I cry and tell him, 'I'm ok. I'm ok.' He says to me, 'My mother waens you to see a shrink.' I cry and say no, no I'll be fine. I then ask him if he's still seeing someone else. He says, 'No.' And then we spending some time together, but I'm trippin' I'm trippin'. I'm in the realms of Terris and I'm going nutz apparently... well I'm nae going nuts actually, but saying some strange shit dat many are lyke WTF is she talking about and then my Immortal upset w/me and tell me to go. I cry and I'm upset b/c they misunderstand whae I'm talking about. Doan they see I'm an angel and dat I'm prophesyzing.

When I talke lyke such, I'm being prophetic. They thinke prophets are crazee sometimes and doomsayers. But nae dat's nae such, they are speaking the Will of God.

Yes, Walter Daniel Altana, my ex, he sent my ass to the Psych Ward. He so verra verra angry w/me for having an affair with Jason Lee Zielke. He so verra verra angry w/me. He punish me, however he punish me for eons. I have an affair with Jason b/c he's 'Lancelot' and I'm Gwenhwyfar. King Arthur make a deal w/the dark sorceress dat hurt me. King Arthur is Walter. Do they see? Do they get it? Why cannae I nae be mad at Walter for setting me up lyke such by making a deal w/the dark sorceress. I noes all about the dark sorceress b/c I am also Zara. The original Angel of Death and tru Warlock dark sorceress.

I love Jason. Yes, indeed I am in love w/Jason, but nae how I love Walter. I love Jason in the sense I doan waen him ever harm and I waen his happiness. I try to desperately put him w/Alyssa.

I noes at the time, I'm suppose to be w/Walter Daniel Altana b/c he willnae allow me to be w/anyone, especially nae Jason Lee Zielke. I'm Val, Jason, nae really Zara as much. Also, my husband Gimle will take his War Hammer and cut a bitch.

Gimle is still marry to Val, doan u noes.

I shouldnae cheat on Walter. Somethinge to do w/Lancelot. And Walter, who is dat whore yer sleeping w/? U break my heart first. *le sigh*

Either way, Kulvara, Valeria is still marry to Gimle.

~emme

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